This is a *huge* "maybe." I felt a big relief from not coming on DA all of the time, just enjoying working on my site and the usual school... But, someone just felt like it was missing, you know?

Since 2003, I've felt that I've grown a lot as an artist, and I have (the people in) DA to thank for that. Sure, I sitll go and check my old buds' deviations now and then, and even comment on them sometimes, but... it feels better not officially 'being here' and not commenting, then not commenting when I am 'actively' submitting arts here. I just feel bad... =__= I try to show my appreciation for people who still randomly find my site and either watch me or fav something (eventho, I only like like 2 things up XD). I just doesn't feel 'right' for me to use people for their page views and favs without doing something for them in return. But, I honestly don't have the time for it. I barely have the time to sleep as it is, lol @_@

But, I miss the people here. I miss the atmosphere... of people eagerly wanting to look at arts, people wanting to showoff their new creation(s)... the inspitation, the drive and the need to feel that you should post something, even if it is only for DA. After all, all we want is a little attention in this big world of 6 billion+ people... we just like to be recognized for doing something great. It's hard to get noticed nowadays which is forcing people to get to more drastic measures...

I'm still miffed about the copyright thing (but I'm glad they have a privacy policy now) but still... I think I'll continue posting all of my stuffs on my own website, even if I decide to possibly come back. At least that way, it would show the date and time I submitted it on, which would prove that it was my own creation first. I dunno where I'm going with this... >_>;

In any case, I probably will get another account, just to post my Trunks' Date fanmanga, lol... the place I'm at now has a page restriction thingie >_> (that I'm almost up to, btw XD or will be by the time the damn storie is actually finished >_>

I am just feeling kind of empty sometimes, ya know...? I thought that if I got my own site, it would make people appreciate my art more... and not just visiting or commenting on my stuff because of the possible-ness of someone commenting back on *their* art and visit *their* DA page... it seemed like it was out of selflessness. But, those types of people are hard to find... who actually helps out a mediocre stranger nowadays...? With gaining nothing in return...? It feels like these strangers were just using me and my resources, somehow.. no need to show appreciation for it because I am really no one important to them, right? It's just a little frustrating... >_>;

Sorry for my long-winded-ness. Just needed to get that out. (I never post in my LJ, either lol XD) *still nervous about the RSOM thing* >o< See you laters!

Edit: I just got another account for the comic
It's at Easy enough to remember? lol

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